steps tentatively toward me, smiling and putting his hand out for me to shake. I take his hand and use it to pull him close. I give him a big hug. It feels good, like it always used to feel when we were little and weâd wrestle with my dad, or as we got a little older and weâd be on the playground and score a winning goal or touchdown and weâd jump up and down and grab each other; it feels just right.
âCongratulations,â Travis says. âYou guys were awesome.â
âThanks,â I say, still holding my friend close. âIâm sorry,â I add softly. I feel really emotional, my throat tight and my hands kind of shaky. But it feels great to be able to apologize and mean it. âIâm so sorry,â I say, âfor being a jerk, for not being a better friend, for notââ
He interrupts me. âHey, weâre cool. We can talk about all that later. Letâs just enjoy this.â I look into his face and he is smiling too. Heâs right; weâre in the middle of a gigantic party, so itâs definitely party time.
We both laugh and pull away from each other, and do a fairly successful high-five.
At about this moment the crowd carrying Matt on their shoulders sets him down to a huge cheer at home plate. Matt looks deliriously, out-of-his-skull happy. He waves his arms over his head to the hundreds of fans still in the stands, and they cheer wildly again.
âI better go congratulate him,â Travis says, pulling away from me.
I havenât heard his words clearly, or his message just doesnât quite register in the chaos and excitement of the moment. Before I realize whatâs happening, Travis is walking straight toward Matt.
A rush of fear, backed by a jolt of adrenaline, blasts up my spine and into my head, exploding!
âTravis,â I yell to his back, lunging. He canât hear me. As I throw myself after him, I bump into a skinny girl, almost knocking her over. âSorry,â I say hurriedly, trying to pull away from her. But half a dozen other kids, jumping and screaming, are in front of me. Before I can get halfway to him, Travis is standing right in front of Matt. I see Travisâs lips moving. Matt throws his head back and laughs, then he and Travis throw their arms around each other and Matt lifts Travis in the air, like a rag doll. They are both laughing and hopping up and down. I stop dead in my tracks and just watch them celebrate.
Eventually, the chaos and wildness and fun begin to ebb a little. The crowd thins out, and my mom and dad have gone.
Travis walks back up to me, smiling as he approaches.
âJesus,â I whisper to him quickly. âDidnât you get my voice mail?â
Travis says, âNo, I forgot my phone at your dadâs.â
I say, âI thought you were going to get killed just now.â
He looks puzzled, âWhy?â
âMatt TompkinsââIâm still whisperingââknows it was you in the school paper. I tried to warn you before, and again a minute ago when I couldnât get to youââ
Travis laughs and puts his hand on my shoulder. âTryinâ to rescue me, huh?â he says. âMattâs known for a couple of years, Scott.â
âYears?â I ask, stunned. âWhy would you tell Matt Tompkins before you told me?â
âI didnât actually âtellâ him,â Travis says quietly.
I donât get it. âWell then, howâd he know?â
Travis smiles at me patiently. âThatâs secret, Scott. Mattâs got his own reasons for needing to keep it that way.â
âMatt?â I ask, suddenly grasping what Travis is saying, completely surprised. âBig, tough, rough Matt?â
âWhatâd you think,â Travis says with a laugh, âthat we all become hairdressers?â
I feel myself blush, but I smile too. âMatt,â I say once more, shaking my head.
âHe was
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