touched my finger to a set of brass measuring scales. They bounced in reaction. I jerked my hand back and inspected a distillation tube connected to a copper beaker atop a heating platform. The damper on the small oil burner could be opened or closed to perfectly control the heat. Remarkable .
Miss Stranje stood at my elbow. âThe copper tubing can be removed,â she said, and pointed to the clasps on the rim of the beaker.
âWhere did you get it?â I marveled.
âA gypsy caravan came through last month. Their tinker did respectable work so I commissioned him to make that and some of these other devices.â
âBut why?â
She pointed to several small glass beakers. âThese I procured from a glass blower in London.â She pointed to a bank of small drawers on the side wall. âYouâll find the bins filled with various minerals. I wasnât certain which you needed so I ordered an assortment.â
I rushed to the small drawers, pulled several open, and couldnât believe my eyes. Sulphur. Magnesium. Saltpeter. Copperas. Precious cobalt.
âThis was my grandmotherâs stillroom.â Miss Stranje inhaled deeply. âThe smells never fail to remind me of her. I still remember her teaching me to distill rose oil and make almond extract.â She picked up a worn marble mortar and pestle. âThis was hers.â
I pulled open a bin marked âmollusk shells,â fine iridescent shells that could be ground into purple powder. How did she know they were a component in so many dyes? Then, I spotted my books stacked on a small desk beside the cabinet. My books! The History of Persian Alchemy, a treasure my brother had procured for me, and Lavoisierâs Manual . Even my notes were laid out, unwrapped, unpacked from my trunksâwithout my permission.
âWhy!â I spun around. âWhy have you done this? My parents hired you to purge this sort of thing out of me, to rid me of my, myâ¦â I was going to say defects .
She watched me, waiting without mercy to see how I would describe that which my mother hated in me.
My stomach twisted into a sickening knot just as it had last night. Except, this morning, it tightened around sausages and curried eggs. I refused to get sick. I would not humiliate myself in front of her. So, despite the squeezing knot in my belly, I clamped my lips together and swallowed hard. If only I could run from the room and curl up in a corner somewhere. Maybe then, I wouldnât feel like retching. But my stern headmistress stood between me and the door, searching my face for weakness, waiting for me to say those torturous words. My defects .
I wouldâve preferred the rack. Thrusting my chin into the air, I said, âMy eccentricities.â
â Eccentricities ?â The corner of her mouth angled up slightly. âIs that what you call it? I should rather have thought of it as the workings of a brilliant mind.â
I blinked. No one, except my brother, had ever said such a thing about me before. Wary, I edged away. âI saw your torture chamber. I know what you do in this school.â
âDo you?â She feigned innocence.
âYes. Everyone knows your reputation. I daresay there are hangmen considered more merciful.â
Her shoulder lifted in a minuscule shrug.
âI saw with my own eyes. Bruises and cuts on the other girls. Manacles. Whips. Jane locked in a spiked mummy case.â
She squared her shoulders. âThe chamber has its uses.â
âOh, yes, I imagine so.â My chest heaved with indignation. âUseful for reforming brilliant minds into unexceptional ones. For ridding your students of their eccentricities.â
âDo you really think such punishments could accomplish all that?â
Her question caught me off guard. I drew back. It wouldnât work on me. I would rather die. âNo,â I admitted.
She waved her hand at the laboratory equipment.
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