looked like sheâd stuck her finger in an electrical socket.
I stop moving. Iâm in an empty room with bare concrete walls, circular like the stage above it. Doors are scattered around, all closed, all leading to who knows what or where. Iâm clenching my jaw so tightly my head is starting to hurt.
Suddenly, a woman in a gray dress is standing in front of me. âLot 192?â Her eyes dart between me and a clipboard clutched in her hands.
I nod.
âCountess of the Stone,â she says. âThis way.â
I follow her through one of the doors and down a hallway lit with flickering torches. We enter a small, domed room made of octagonal stones. The only furniture is asimple table and chair. A fire burns in a grate to my left. A lumpy thing on the table covered in black cloth holds my attention.
âSit,â the woman says.
âIâll stand.â I hate the tremble in my voice. Reality is clawing its way to the surface and I push it down. This is just a room. With a table and a fire. Nothing to be afraid of.
The woman frowns.
âVery well,â she says. She unwraps the cloth to reveal a blue vial and a syringe. âThe royalty says that no surrogate is allowed to see her way into or out of the Auction House. I promise this wonât hurt you.â
âRight,â I say, making sure Iâm heavy on the sarcasm. Iâll take even the illusion of control at this point, because I canât stop staring at that syringe.
The woman does not seem particularly surprised or offended. Instead she just looks at me, like a parent waiting for a toddler to stop throwing a tantrum. I clench my jaw tighter and my head throbs.
When sheâs satisfied that Iâm not going to speak again, she continues.
âWe can do this the easy way or the hard way, itâs up to youâI know they donât give you a choice on your way in. The easy way is, you let me put you to sleep. The hard way is, I press a button and four Regimentals come through that door and hold you down, and then I put you to sleep anyway. Do you understand?â
I understand.
I am sold.
Sold . I canât ignore it anymore. I am someoneâs property.And for all my mantras and all my false bravado, I am just one of two hundred. I donât have any control over what happens to my life or my body after this moment; and I am so scared and I donât want to be scared, I want to be mad.
This woman can take her easy way and shove it.
âIâll take the hard way,â I say.
Then I wind up and hit her hard in the face.
It feels so good, my hand connecting with her jaw, even as it sends a shooting pain through my knuckles. She falls back against the table and lunges forward, and at first I think sheâs going to hit me, but she pushes me aside and presses something by the door.
I donât know where those Regimentals were hidingâI didnât see any trace of a door on my way hereâbut they burst into the room like they were waiting outside the whole time. I recognize the man who took me from prep.
One grabs my neck as I kick out, my foot connecting with a knee. But the Regimental may as well be made of stone for all the good it does. They wrestle me to the floor, holding my legs and arms down, my cheek pressing against the cold cement ground.
âGet off me!â I shriek.
âKeep her still,â the woman says, and she sounds almost bored. I fleetingly wonder whether she gets punched in the face often, before I feel a needle sink into my arm. And then the world goes black.
Two
âS HE â S WAKING UP. G O .â
I hear a door open as my brain swims out of a drug-induced sleep. My eyelids feel like theyâve been glued together. I try to sense where I am. Iâm not wearing that awful kimono anymoreâthere is a breeze on my arms and legs, and whatever Iâm dressed in is light, like cotton. Hard floor beneath me. Stale scent in the air. I would have
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