The River by Gary Paulsen Page B

somewhat—he tried to think.
    The raft would move with the current, if it did not get hung up.
    Brian would also move with the current, plus he had the added speed of swimming, and he should gain rapidly.
    But when he rounded that first bend and did not see the raft, and cleared the next bend two hundred yards further on and did not see the raft, worry took him.
    He stopped at the side and stood as much as he could in the mud.
    It was nearly a quarter of a mile to the next bend and there was no raft.
    Every muscle in his body was on fire. He slipped back into the water and began swimming again, taking long, even strokes, kicking and pushing along the mud; pulling himself forward.
    Another bend, and another, always reaching, and always Brian’s eyes sought the still form, the thatched top of the raft.
    Nothing.
    The river seemed to have swallowed Derek. Altogether he rounded six shallow bends and still there was no raft, the stupid raft that had hung up on every bend when he was trying to steer it and now perversely held the center of the river somehow. There was nothing but the green wall along either side, the trees that grew higher and higher now that the rock hills were passed, until they nearly closed over the top of the river; the green wall that closed in and covered him as he slid along the water, wanting to scream, but pulling instead, always pulling, a stroke, then another stroke, until there was not a difference between him and the water, until his skin was the water and the water was him, until he
was
the river and he came to the raft.
    He nearly swam past it.
    Brian moved near some willows, his face down in the water, reaching with his left arm and when he raised his head he was looking at the raft.
    It had somehow come through all the bends and curves, and here must have caught a slight crosscurrent. The raft had moved to the outside of a shallow curve and had glided back beneath some overhanging willows and low trees.
    All that showed was the rear end of the raft—and the bottom of Derek’s shoes.
    “Derek!”
    Brian’s hand had almost brushed the raft, but had he not looked up at the exact point that he had, he would have missed it.
    He grabbed the raft, pulled himself up alongside.
    Derek lay still, though his body had moved, twisted sideways on the raft.
    “Derek,” he said again, softer.
    Derek’s head was still to the side, the eyes half open, but if he had been pushed underwater in the rapids, even for a moment, it might be too late.
    “Derek.”
    He looked done, gone, dead.
    Brian tried his wrist, but could feel no pulse. He watched Derek’s chest but it didn’t seem to move. He leaned down put his ear against Derek’s mouth, held his breath.
    There.
    Softly on his ear, a touch of breath—once, then again, small puffs of air.
    “Derek.” He was alive, still alive.
    It was as if everything came loose in Brian at the same time. His body, his mind, his soul were all exhausted and he fell across Derek, asleep or unconscious, fell with his legs still in the water.
    “Derek.”

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    S uddenly he was paddling.
    His eyes were open and he was kneeling in back of Derek and he was leaning forward with the paddle and he did not have the slightest idea of how he’d come to be there.
    He had a new paddle in his hands, carved roughly from a forked branch with a piece of Derek’s pantleg pulled across the fork to form the face of the paddle. Brian was moving the raft and the sun was shining down on him and it was all, everything, completely new to him.
    A different world.
    “I must have slept, then moved in my sleep…”
    The briefcase was gone—torn off in the rapids—and with it the map. Not that it mattered.
    The banks were just all green and the river went ahead to the next bend. The trees hung over the top and there was nothing to see but a slot of sky and the water ahead and the endless, endless green.
    Nothing to match with a map.
    He could no longer think anyway. He had no idea how far they