something when Cassidy had talked about it before?
âWeâre all doing it!â Cassidy sang with a twirl.
âWe are ?â
âWell, I mean, you know, me and Xia and Evie and April,â Cassidy said hastily. The minute she said it, Cassidy looked like she might have made a mistake. âEveryone from . . . my class.â
âOh,â said Alice. This was the first time sheâd ever heard Cassidy say âweâ and not have it involve her. She put on her proudest, most supportive face. âWell, thatâs awesome! I canât wait to see you perform. I bet next year youâll have the lead!â Alice didnât feel as excited as she tried to sound, though. She felt a little left out.
Alice must have been doing a great acting job, though, because Cassidy gushed on. âItâs going to be so fun. I mean, itâll be cheesyâitâs an eighties musical revue, but so what. Our costumes will be really silly, like metallic wigs and glow-in-the-dark jewelry and crazy makeup and stuff, but you know me, I love being goofy like that.â
âIâm . . . I just donât remember you talking about it,â Alice stammered.
âI have been, like, for weeks, silly,â Cassidy said. âMaybe you were just caught up with homework or the Nerd Herd or something.â
Alice smiled. Even though her feelings were a little bit hurt, she kept her mouth shut.
âThe best part is, Jesseâs doing stage crew for it,â Cassidy said, sitting back down on the floor and hugging one of the throw pillows. âSo Iâll get to see him more too.â
âThat sounds awesome!â Alice felt like cold cement was filling up her stomach. What she really wanted to say was, âWhy didnât you ask me to try out?â
âI would have asked you to audition too,â Cassidy said hurriedly, like she could read Aliceâs mind. âBut I just assumed you were too busy. Maybe you can bring the Nerd Herders to come check out the show!â
âYeah,â said Alice. But the Nerd Herd was a school group. They didnât see each other all the time and talk about everything, and she hadnât known them since she was superlittle, like with Cassidy. Maybe what Alice needed was her own thing, like the musical or some other club, but she still hadnât figured out what âherâ thing was.
âI hope youâre not upset,â Cassidy said. âI just know that stage stuff isnât your thing, right?â
This was true, and Alice couldnât deny it. It was one thing to sing along in their bedrooms to the radio, but that was just the two of them. Ever since the piano recital incident, no way. Alice even got a little nervous in class when she was asked to read out loud. But still, she wouldnât have minded being asked âmaybe Alice could have done stagecraft or helped hand out programs or something like that. Even if she had said no, just being asked would have been nice.
âWhen does it open?â Alice asked. Maybe if she got more interested in the show, sheâd be able to shake this blue feeling. She was supposed to feel excited for and supportive of her best friend, not whatever this was.
âNovember,â Cassidy said. âPromise me youâll come and cheer me on opening night? I wonât be able to sing a single note if I donât know that my best friend is out there to support me.â
âIâll cheer loudest of all,â Alice said, and finally she meant it.
âJust one thing really stinks, though,â Cassidy said. She flicked something invisible off her gauzy purple skirt. âI canât hang with you after school or even on the bus until the show starts, because of rehearsal.â
âWhat?â Alice asked. Between Cassidyâs dance classes and all of Aliceâs homework, it had been hard to spend much time together, but at least they always had the fifteen or so
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