Guns n' Boys: Homicidal Instinct (Book 2) (gay dark mafia erotic romance) by K.A. Merikan Page A

face.
    “Because you’ve been
lying to me for so long, and now I actually have some sort of physical evidence
that this time you’re telling me the truth.”
    “I wasn’t lying. It’s
complicated.”
    Domenico snorted. “Why
would you lie? I’m so fucking confused I don’t know what to think anymore. Why
can’t you just talk about things as they are?”
    “It’s not funny. For you
I’d be the same kind of fuck like the guy from the freaking mall. You’d get
off, and I would just die .” Seth’s voice trembled at the end. “I didn’t
want you to force yourself into a relationship you don’t care for.”
    “Oh, no, you just told
me we’re flesh and blood. I kept thinking how hot you were, and how good you
smelled, and felt fucking guilty about it,” Domenico growled, though Seth’s
words did strike him. He could see their logic. “Do you know how fucked-up that
all is? I’m in limbo. I need information.”
    “So, for your
information, I know how fucked-up it is to lust for your brother. I told
you the first time you wanted to fuck me. You didn’t mind then.” Seth groaned
and turned the steering wheel, driving into a parking lot by a motel.
    Domenico drew in a sharp
breath, trying to fish for an answer in his very chaotic brain. “What? But how
did that happen? When did we go from taking each other’s toys to fucking?”
    Seth sighed. “We didn’t
grow up together. We knew each other as kids and then met years later.”
    “Oh.” Domenico sighed
and slouched in the seat, exhausted. “That makes sense. You look like a walking
underwear ad.”
    “I’m just a pretty ass
and face to you.” Seth parked in front of the dingy looking motel, still lit up
with Christmas decorations despite it being February.
    “Where did that come
from?” Domenico shook his head, irritated. Nothing was getting through to that
stiff head of Seth’s. “What did you expect? That I fall in love with you again
knowing you as my brother?”
    “I don’t know.” Seth
unbuckled his belt. “You did before. You woke up when I had to tell Neil something ,
and it all spiraled out of control.”
    “Don’t you wanna see
them?”
    Seth sighed and put a
hand over his face. “Okay, go on.”
    Domenico sighed and
passed the laminated photos to Seth, following them with a longing stare. He
wanted to touch Seth, but in these circumstances it felt weird. There was so
much he needed to organize in his head.
    “Oh God! I didn’t even
remember taking them,” Seth moaned with a pained expression.
    Domenico sighed and
slowly put his arm around Seth’s shoulders. Hugging sparked a strange mixture
of emotions, but he didn’t pull back. “But that’s something true. The way I
look at you...” He swallowed, deciding not to finish that sentence. He wasn’t
even sure how to.
    Seth looked at the
photos again. He ran his fingers over the laminated images. “It was a crazy
night,” he whispered.
    Domenico smiled and
reached out, swiping his knuckles up and down Seth’s cheek, over the warm skin
and short beard that made Seth incredibly hot.
    “I think we better spend
some time alone tonight. You can call up that escort if you want. I get it, you
need to blow off some steam.” There was nothing in Seth’s voice that would
confirm that he didn’t care. The resignation hiding behind that tone was
tearing Dom’s heart apart.
    Domenico shook his head.
As strange as it was, it all amounted to giving him a sense of calm. “I can
watch you jerk off again,” he said with a small smile, hoping this would help
Seth cheer up after the cheating scare.
    At least it finally got
a laugh out of Seth. “You’re such a dick.”
    Domenico let his hand
glide up Seth’s arm, all the way to his nape, which fit his palm so perfectly
he had to take a moment to enjoy the touch. “I can see what the old me saw in
you. Even if you can be a lying, chaotic prick.”
    Seth pouted at Dom. “I
am very organized. I got you to Peter’s, I got us a map,