her eyes and spill down her cheeks. She probably shouldnât have worn mascara today. âBut if he didnât like you, Royce,â she goes on, âheâd have let me know about it.â
âI wouldnât be so certain about that.â
She shakes her head. âAre you sure you canât cancel your meeting and come with me?â
âI wish I could, but this could be a major new corporate client for me.â
âYes, but after today . . .â She trails off, but he must know what sheâs thinking. After today, theyâll be millions of dollars richer. The income from his computer-consulting business will be even less necessary than it is now.
âIt isnât about the money for me, Charlotte,â he reminds her. âI love what I do, and Iâm good at it.â
âOf course you are. I didnât meanââ
âI know you didnât.â He smiles as if to show her that his pride isnât wounded.
âNothing is going to change, Royce. After today. I remember what we said about tucking it away and going on. So donât worry.â
âIâm not worried.â
Then why, Charlotte canât help but wonder as a nagging uneasiness takes over, am I?
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âHow about a little more pudding, Jeanne?â Melanie asks. âItâs tapioca. You love tapioca.â
Jeanee hates tapioca, but what does it matter? Theyâve been bringing it to her for years, assuming she enjoys it because she eats it all.
She supposes she could ask for vanilla pudding instead, or even chocolate, but that would mean striking up a conversation, and potentially inviting other topics.
Itâs much easier, much safer, to just eat the tapioca, and whatever else the nurse brings to her.
Today it was sloppy joes, overcooked carrots, and pudding; yesterday, creamed beef, limp string beans the color of jarred olives, and stewed peaches.
Institutional food. If youâre hungry enoughâand Jeanne invariably isâyouâll eat it.
Jeanne eats it, and she remembers . . .
Remembers beans freshly picked off the vine: stem ends snapping easily beneath her fingers; their vibrant, grassy shade of green retained even after they were slightly steamed; delicious buttered and saltedâthe crisp burst of flavor on her tongue . . .
Remembers peaches plucked from the orchard out back, so ripe your fingertips could rub the skin from the flesh at the slightest touch, revealing luscious, pink-tinged, orange-yellow fruit that always reminded Jeanne of a Low Country sunset . . .
âJeanne?â Melanie persists. âMore tapioca?â
She shakes her head vehemently.
Now her peaches and her beans come from cans, plopped in compartments of thick beige paper trays and delivered by young women who speak to her with the measured simplicity of a preschool teacher and merely bide their time here, their thoughts on their otherwise fascinating lives.
Petite blond Melanie is Jeanneâs favorite by far of all the nurses who have come through here over the years; she, at least, doesnât seem particularly eager to leave when her shift is over. She doesnât seem to have much of a life away from Oakgate. Often, she arrives early or stays longer than she needs to, bustling around reassuringly, often humming.
Sheâs always, always cheerful. Too cheerful, almost. Never before has Jeanne ever encountered another human being who doesnât seem to have a bad dayâor even a so-so dayâ ever .
But she doesnât only sing and hum and, on occasion, whistle jauntily. She talks, too, ostensibly to Jeanne, but sometimes, it seems, to herself, often about herself. She reveals in disarming detail a childhood spent in one foster home after another, abusive parents who willingly signed away their rights. She spent years praying sheâd be adopted, and realized in her teens that the prayer would never be answered.
Youâd think a person like that
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