confetti stars pasted on the tips. How much had
that
cost? Was it two, three, or four starving African villages she could have fed with the money sheâd paid for that pedicure?
The steady, calming
whoosh
of the fountain was much more audible at this angle. But I still made out the conversation at hand because Mom was talking loud enough for the next zip code to hear.
âHayley Boone!â she shrieked. âHow aaaaare you?â
âLucille!â Haley hollered back. âYou look faaaabulous!â
They had a brief conversation about the hotel, then talked about what each otherâs Man of the Moment was like in bed and, more importantly, how much money he made, and finally decided when and where they were going tonight to get drinks and catch up. Wonderful to know that there were carbon copies of my mother around here. Really heartwarming. So heartwarming that I needed an antacid.
She at last returned to her one and only daughter, her bleach-bright smile lighting up the screen. She sipped another bit of her martini and let out a happy sigh.
âSorry about that, Mina,â she said. âI havenât seen Haley since that party in â51. Fancy meeting her here!â
âFancy that,â I said, throwing Rogueâs squeaker for the 100th time. It had gotten slippery from his mouth. Yum. âHow many times do you think dogs will chase after a toy you throw before getting tired? I think my dog could go all day! Isnât he the cutest?â
Mom downed the rest of her drink in one big gulp, trying to hide her disgust. âWednesday, then, is it?â
âSounds fabulous, Mother. Where will we meet?â
âOh, why, I donât know! I think Iâll get some suggestions from Haley.â
âBut, Mom, youâve lived in Dallas. You know your way around here.â
She laughed. âYes, but dear, times change! There might be someplace new I hadnât heard of. Iâll call you, okay?â
âOkay.â
âHugs and kisses, darling!â She planted a wet smooch on her phone, leaving a massive pinkish mark that blurred her face. âSo good to talk to you! Love you! Byyyyee!â
âBye, Mom.â
Nothing had ever felt so good as ending that transmission. Peace and quiet alighted on the room like an old friend.
I tossed Rogueâs squeaker one more time, then got up in a burst of adrenaline. It was almost 4 p.m. There was laundry, a run to the grocery store, a walk if possible, and I needed to wash my hair. My hair that Mom was
so
glad I had grown out.
I stared at the blank screen, allowing my nerves some cooling time.
As the frustration of talking with the woman who gave me birth seeped out of my system, the unease of my Roberto nightmare crept back in.
There was a part of me that wanted to disregard the dream as subconscious bull crap. Iâd feel safer and more empowered that way. But another wiser part of me knew never to shrug off a dream lightlyâespecially a recurring one.
My dreams have always been vivid, even the ones I had as a young child. And more times than I can recall, they proved to be important warnings. Iâd started paying more attention to the classic dream symbols of danger: snakes, towers, scorpions, rats. Not all of my dreams have been negative, however. Some have shown me insight into myself, desires, needs. The imagery and bizarre storylines weave around different truths that I couldnât grasp in my waking hours.
The hard part was figuring out exactly what the dream meant.
Obviously my intuition was trying to tell me that Roberto was dangerous.
Did I need to go after him? Or did I need to avoid him at all costs?
Iâd take the middle ground and keep watch out for him. That seemed a good compromise. Simply being aware of danger often helped me avoid it. When the oblivious lamb thinks itâs safe and doesnât sense the predator in the tall grassesâthat is when it becomes prey.
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